I hate when ever your gone. I’m gonna write a letter to this long distance saying “Dear distance, please leave us alone” Your more than I can ask for and the winds you bring with you are strong enough to nock God off his thrown..I’m not afraid to tell the world that I love you cause your mine, And I wanna keep it like this. Even when were dead and gone I wanna be buried next to you, better yet I want my fingers to enterlock with yours, so when we walk up to those purly gates in heaven we will walk side by side and be judged toghter cause you are a part of me. So “Dear long distance, please let us stay.”
If I can save one life I have done my dream job. I want to save the lives of the depressed, suicidal, & maby even mentally ill.
I have this class mate thats really hurt by a lack of self confidence.
I dont know why. I dont know if she has been hurt at home but my guess is that she has.
Being a person that has had 2 girlfriends that has been molested & there bodies scream out the signes of hurt soul & so does my friends.
I’m saddened my sorrow, infact I even have tears forming in lumps in my throat because I dont know exactly how they feel.
But I know how it feels to be left to cry to my self. Not having nobody to hold me, & tell me it’s ok. I wonder if she cuts herself & wear the long shirts to tuck away the pain.
This girl is some one I probably could have loved, she may have been my wife.
These are just random thoughts right now to explain how I feel but I think I feel that my thoughts are incomplete because
I have to go to sleep knowing I may hear the next day that shes not ok.!
Dear homophobia, My grandmother tought me to not say “I hate you” but to say “thank you.” Homophobia I wanna thank u for making me realize the world isn’t all cotton candy and every one isn’t like me. When u tell me I can’t I turn my back and tell you “watch me.” I despise you because you many nights had me on the edge of the tallest building in down town chicago, willing to take my life and allow you to win. But I didnt ! I couldn’t allow fear to concur all things. Because u bullied me you showed me how not to treat people and how not to let your threats sound believeable to my ears. Your not worth my tears and the fast pase beating of my heart jumping up to my throat making me wanna choak. Your not worth my fears, I have moved u out to make room for things like ghost, roaches, and that man coming into my room slowly twisting the shitty lock that he wasn’t suppose to have the key to. Homophobia, u make me laugh when you Make no sence trying to hurt my feelings and saying my love for women is a sean. HA, your a trip cause I ain’t have to vote on that disfunctional shit you call a marriage. But its kool Homophobia, thank you. <3
Dear pillow, I’m sorry for all the tears of my over flowing heart and my ocean deep eyes. I’m sorry for soaking you with all of my pain, the stress of another day, and the the homophobic threats people don’t say to my face but say behind my back loud enough to hear. Pillow I’m sorry for hurting your feelings and breaking your spine when I punch you when I’m mad. If you will accept my valid apology I will do my best to cry on me a river and leave you alone instead and maby punch the air in the sky, SO sorry for slobbing in your face and pooting on your head when I play the game with my older brother. I’m never going to hurt you again, well until I get hurt again you will be my best friend and the one I tell my secreats to. Your gonna be my right hand man. Your my favorite pillow. <3